I started getting the texts last month. At first I just got the odd one here and there, maybe once a week or something like that. The flickering of the blue light of my phone forced its way into my life like some great, terrible beacon that I couldn’t ignore.
It’s cold in here.
I was pretty sure someone had the wrong number. I tossed my phone to one side and forgot about it.
A few days later my phone bleeped again.
When did it get so dark?
Where am I?
I decided to text back, maybe it was a stupid idea but it seemed like the most logical thing to do at the time.
Who is this?
I waited exaclty one minute before the screen lit up with an eager, sickly glow.
Did you forget about me?
My stomach flipped over.
Who is this? How are you using this number?
I got no reply to that. I sat up nearly half the night next to the phone waiting for something; nothing happened.
It must have been about a week before I got the next one. I must say I was starting to miss the interaction, the flutter of exciement and fear in the pit of my stomach has grown into a stimulus I craved.
I miss you.
I felt the keen prick of tears at the back of my eyes, sharp, vivious little needles digging into my retina.
I miss you too.
I’ll be home soon.
I sucked in my breath, tears propelling themselves down my face now.
How would they know my name? How would they know if it wasn’t her? Maybe It could be true. I waited. I sat, crossed legged on my bed until I lost all feeling in my feet, pins and needles giving way to a fat, nothing sensation.
I was excited, the messages had given me new hope. I wanted to believe it. It had been a comfort to me, receiving all these messages. It was just a shame that Grandma had been burried with her mobile phone.